IT'S KAIRU'S BIRTHDAY TODAAAAY~ I made her a gift during Math while our teacher was scribbling on the blackboard about dividing polynomials. It's a nice gift. I think.

Because I am suffering a severe case of Writer's Block, I shall post random drabbles I made up during Math, History or English. Don't worry, I love English, but I can't bear the grammar mistakes my teacher makes (Is she even a qualified English teacher? I don't think so)

So let the Drabbling begin! YAAAY~


What does "to have more care for life" mean? Does it mean that you have to take things more seriously? or does that mean you should care about the events around you more? Or maybe it means that you aren't putting enough effort into everything you do..?

There are lots of faults about me; I, myself, know that. I'm not smart enough, not industrious enough and head-to-toe lazy. I've had lots of experience wherein a friend decides to give me some "helpful advice" about my attitude. It took some really seriously and some, I ignored really seriously. Life is very fun--I, of all people, know that; I've experienced the fun life has. And it has much more to offer.

--End of First Drabble--

A/n: This second drabble is one that I may proofread, edit and post in Fanfiction.net someday. It is about Sumire Shouda and Kokoro Yome.

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Bianca came over to my house and we played and bought food and ate it and played and did not do what we were supposed to be doing--preparing our presentation for school. Oh well.

It was fun. That's all. :)

I have been taking Beta-reader tests from this site called Perfect Imagination.  This is the fourth time I'm going to take this test and I really hope I'll be able to join. First time, I got a 43 percent and it was not enough  for me to become a beta-reader. On the second time, I failed again. On the third time, my e-mail was somehow not submitted and I thus, have to take another one.

I admit I am not very observant and hardly notice little mistakes, but I am very constant in detecting "The Homonym Mistake" as I call it. It is where a homonym of the intended word is used instead of it.
Example of the Homonym Mistake
This movie is to scary for me.

The 'to' there should be 'too.'

I always read stories of amateur writers and I tell you, most of them have 75 percent wrong grammar. It's frustrating sometimes, but I have gone used to it and, even though it still annoys me some times, I can tolerate it more peacefully now. I also sometimes give advice to these writers.

But there are some amateur writers that are strikingly good and I admire them. My first story in Fanfiction.net was very bad and I am very glad I have deleted it. I think it is in this blog though. Some of these have been my friends and I salute them all. I have met a girl my age and her stories are really good, unlike mine.

But I am still proud of my stories. I was always, always am, and always be, proud of them. :)))

November 18, 2011 Legacy Stats. Fanfiction.net Sakura Keiko

At school, I sit beside two boys, since we have this rule or something that we have to sit beside people with opposite gender.
And I have to deal with the two boys beside me all the time, because they're so noisy and I can't understand what the teacher says with their noise. They keep talking about War Games and stuff and I honestly cannot understand them (though I play Command & Conquer and WarCraft)

They're always getting scolded and to be honest, a girl could get tired of hearing too much sermons. And as if it wasn't worse, the guy behind me started talking to them too. I hate listening to them talk noisily about things I have no idea about--not that I want to join in on their conversation.

At least the guy on my right isn't that bad. He actually listens to the teacher and when his friends aren't bugging him, he reads a book. Oh, and he constantly asks me things too, like "I wonder why the Point of Views in this book keep changing."

And I let him critic some of my stories too.

Anyway, boys aren't always immature. They can act mature if they want to too. For example, a guy can ace tests if they just study. Our valedictorian was a boy and he is mature. He gets high scores on almost all the exams, is our class president, is burdened with a lot of responsibilities because he is class president, is the most trusted student by teachers, is leader on most groups, is part of our school newspaper, and many more. And he still has time for study after all that.

I'm surprised he isn't collapsing everywhere, because I always fall asleep during Math and I am not class president, I am not trusted by some teachers, I am seldom elected leader, etc.

Valedictorian (Left) Me (Right) ^At least my world is colorful

I know a number of boys that can be mature if they want to and immature when they don't.

Okay, I'm done. Let's eat cookies now.

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2682567/Sakura_Keiko <--Visit my profile on Fanfiction.net onegai?

My story, Coming Back, now contains one chapter and a prologue. (Yes, I admit that I am slow) I have actually finished Chapter Two, but it still needs to be edited for it was written during Math and History at school and I don't think I did a good job on it.

I liked the idea at first, but now I'm starting to have doubts. Maybe I shouldn't have read it after all, because if I read my own stories, I get depressed and stuff. LOL XD I also sometimes laugh at my own work, too even if they aren't the least bit funny.

I AM SO HAPPY THAT I AM ON THE VERGE OF CRYING!!!!!!! 


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Dear Heart,
It's been two years since I've forced myself to forget him. Isn't that enough for you to wipe him off your cells? Honestly, Heart, you've been really jumpy these days. Can't you see that he doesn't care for you anymore? Stop pumping real hard when my friends tease me about him. My body doesn't need that much blood, okay?

Heart, you do know that your job is just to pump blood, right? You're not getting paid for reacting to his every move. So, yeah, just stick to your job and I think we'll be both fine.

Love,
Me.

What if I hadn't left the group?
Would we still be friends?
What if I never joined the group?
Would we still be friends?
What if I had transferred schools?
Would we still be friends?
What if I was in the other section?
Would we still be friends?
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LOL~ I've been accepting too many tasks, because I'll be having so much time~! Oh well. XDD

So Yeah~ Right now, I'll just be posting some useless drabbles and some glimpses on my life. :)

If you're interested, click on the title.

I had low grades and I don't know if I can post as often as before. So, I made this while watching Annoying Orange (Haha, ang layo)


Dear You,

I know I have been in the wrong. I know I was stupid. Correction: I am stupid.

I want to laugh at myself right now, for being so childish, being so oblivious to your feelings.

I know you're mad. I can see it in your eyes when you look at me. Believe me, I have had plenty experiences where I have seen people's emotions in their eyes. I have seen people look disappointedly at me. I have seen them stare at me with sad eyes. Sure, I became sad when I saw that I have let them down, but it felt different when I saw you.

Once upon a time, we were friends. Remember that time? I don't think you do. The trivial things, the small things, the simple things...Maybe they don't mean a thing to you, but they do to me. I mean, they did to me.

I loved you. I really did. Despite the fact that you were just like other guys, my heart seemed to have a small attraction toward you. It all seems stupid now; my love, I mean.

Look at you. You have changed a lot. I have, too. My former enemy is now my friend and he even says that I've gotten kinder. I'm proud of my achievements. I'm proud that I was able to life myself up again from the quick sand of regret that I have been sinking in for such a long time.

But the sinking feeling is still there, you know? It's true that if you experience something sad, you will never be able to forget it. I used to be so naive. So childish and oblivious. I isolated myself from the rest of the class when I wanted to befriend them so badly.

I don't regret isolating myself, because I met you that way (I think). I was quiet. My teacher wanted me to talk more, so she sent me beside you. Were you noisy? You were, I noticed.

I don't know. I don't know anymore. What should I do when you talk to me again? What would I do? But then again, maybe you won't even talk to me.

I was so mean to you. But if I apologize, will you even forgive me let alone, see my apology? I guess not. I don't even know what to feel right now. Should I feel happy that I have moved on?

Thinking about it, there was really nothing to move on about. You didn't hurt me. I hurt myself, because I kept telling myself that you were the one at fault.

I regret doing those mean things to you. Do you hate me? If you do, your feelings are justified, unlike mine. I felt hurt, but you didn't even do anything. I laugh at myself even until today.

Remember the first few days of Grade Five? We were still friends then. You kept throwing paper ball at me. I did the smart thing and when I had enough papers, I combined them all and threw the big ball at you. We were so childish then.

We're in High School now, so I think it's time to forget about the past. I'm going to do just that.

I'm going to forget about you.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just want to get rid of this sinking feeling inside and...I don't know. I just want to forget.

I don't hate you. Well, I did condition my heart to hate you for the last two years. Because, like I said, I urged my brain to believe that you were the one at fault.

Ha-ha. It all seems so silly right now. If I laugh right now, I think I would burst to tears. That's how my brain works. When I try to look alright, I end up crying in the end.

I'm such a crybaby. Mo mother told me to "grow up" today. But that's a different matter.

What I want to say is, thank you. Thank you for not talking to me. Now I can truly move on  forget about what happened. Thank you very much and I'm sorry for being so mean and oblivious.

I remember when I was introduced to the world of Vocaloid. My cousin suggested it to me and showed me a song in Youtube, but unfortunately, I wasn't able to remember it. It was a great song. I enjoyed it entirely. Then my cousin showed me another video. This, I was able to remember. She showed me "World Is Mine" by Hatsune Miku and I was greatly amazed when she told me that the singer was a program.

It took a lot of explaining after I finally figured out what "voice synthesizer" means, but I was eager to learn. After that encounter, I started seacrhing "Vocaloid" in Youtube and eventually came across Rin and Len. I was captured by their cuteness and immediately started listening to their songs. The first song I listened from them is "Romeo and Cinderella."

Just recently, I was introduced once again to another member of the Vocaloid Family: Gumi. Up to this day, she is still my favorite and I enjoy her more natural-like voice and her songs. One of my favorites is "Coward Mont Blanc."

I made a blog~ Yay for me~! xDD Please visit Curious Cat. I am going to change the address one day when I'm not lazy.

So...I know I promised the second part of Capital Letters, but I am having a[nother] writer's block!!! I'm so sorry. Maybe I'll get my inspiration back tomorrow or later. Also, I am definitely going to finish [Story With No Title Yet], Les Merveilles De Neige and The Devil's WIsh. I just don't have the time to do so.

I've met some new friends in both facebook and fanfiction.net and everyone seems friendly~ I guess you could say that "Keiko" has a better life than the real me. :)

Keiko-chan is very happy right now~! :D

http://kawaiiusagi-chan.tumblr.com/

I am so jealous. hmph~Before, I didn't like tumblr very much, but I'm having thoughts about it...I'm just jealous of my friends' cute themes >A< I want them~!!!!! And I'm also thinking of changing the theme here. Again. xDD

I want to make my own theme, but I don't know how and it will take weeks to learn how to!!! >A<

Keiko out.

~Keiko-chan

OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH!!! >w< I can't take it anymore~! I'm gonna burst of all the sweetness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  READ, READ, READ, READ.

He is Selfish,
But 0nly Because He Wants You For Himself.

He Gets Jealous Easily,
But 0nly Because He Wants To Be The 0nly 0ne Around You.
...
He Doesn't Want Any 0ther Guys To Be With You,
But 0nly Because He's Afraid 0f Losing You.

He's All That,
But 0nly Because He is Madly In Love With You ♥






A Girl and her Boyfriend were texting after a sweet Fight ..

Girl: I Never Win. :'(
Boy: Now thats a lie!
Girl: How ??
Boy: Because You won my heart ♥ :)




Boy Calls his GF at midnight..

Girl: Hey darling Is everything alright?
Boy: I wanted to tell you somethng important

Girl: Aww. but we just talked before too right? Whats it sweety?
Boy: I. I . I want to stop our relationship as GF & BF

Girl: *Speechless* omg.. But. WHY? I didn't even do anything!

Boy: Cuz I want to love u
as my WIFE Will u marry me Angel






I-I-I-I'm so speechless~!!! And I'm also reading an uber sweet fic!! It's one of the BEST STORIES EVER by one of the BEST AUTHORS EVER (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7055656/6/#) Read~! Read~! JUST READ.

Natsuki's birthday is coming up~! I'm sure I've mentioned her in a few posts already, but I don't think she gets to read them.

When Puppies[above] Rule The World [below]

@Kairu, haha LOL. You didn't figure it out? It was kinda obvious to me. It's... *wait for it* Yuushi~! I always thought Yuushi was better than sensei. I don't like sensei.


I've been watching "Annoying Orange" lately and been enjoying it. :D I like Pear. :3 And I've also been listening to Gumi's "I'm sorry for being a closet otaku." I like it. :) Also, Ritsuka's Hello/ How are you. And Dear Mother by Miku. Oh, and Kaito's When I get home my wife always pretends to be dead. I love them all~! School's fine and I'm classmates with Natsuki, one of my best friends. I've also made some new friends. And two of them likes anime. Yay~ Andi (not real name) is really good in drawing. I saw her drawing once and Yvy (also not real name) 's favorite anime is Special A. Recently, I don't have any requests as a beta-reader, but I really want one! If you want a beta-reader, keiko-chan is at your service!


PS: I'm just sneaking out writing this and I don't know when I'll get to use the computer again. :(


~Keiko-chan

 And I'm sorry I told you all that I won't be active for two weeks. Okaa-san changed her mind. ;D So now...I present to you: The different meanings of Birthdays!

For the happy-go-lucky, it's a day of being happy and celebrating the day of your birth.
For the drama queens, it's means you're a year closer to your death.
For the ones who don't care, it's a normal day, filled with normal events.
For the feeling-old, it's a day when everyone reminds you of how old you are.
For the sadists, it's a day when you remember the day you were introduced to this... place. (If you're a sadist, you'd understand it)
For kids, it's a day when you receive all those pretty presents.
For the egotistics, it's a day to celebrate the day when a blessing was brought upon this world: them.
For the forgetful, it's a day of running around the mall, looking for a perfect present, running around National Bookstore, looking for a perfect card and running to the party. Basically, it's a day of running.
For the improvisors, it's a day of finding quotes like 'How do you expect me to remember your birthday, when you never look any older?' and sending it to the birthday person's e-mail when you get a phone call, telling you how great the party is.
For the rich, it's a day of dining in a fancy restaurant with all your friends.
For the snobby, it's a day of insulting other people's clothes and not getting scolded coz it's your 'special day.'
For the rich and snobby, it's a day of dining in a fancy restaurant, while insulting other people's clothes with your friends.
For twin sisters, it's a day of exchanging presents when they like the other one's better.
For wives, it's a day of receiving pretty flowers from husbands. Or a day of screaming at husbands for forgetting.
For husbands, it's a day of racing into a flower shop and racking your brain for your wife's favorite flower. Or a day of screaming if you forget.
For husbands and wives, it's one heck of a day.


A/n: I'm so sorry it sucks! Don't kill me!!! TT^TT I'm too young to die!! TTATT

Kairu hasn't been updating for a while. :( (Kairu's blog) I understand that she has school and they already have two projects for it. Poor Kairu. It's partly her fault for transferring schools, though. It was her choice and I'm sure she knows the pros and cons in it. That's life. Whenever you make a decision, it's a package. Well, need to stop typing now before I start containing figments of my suckish life. Ja ne~

I can't seem to think of anything!!! Oh, and I don't think I'll be able to post on Friday until Sunday. But I'll try :)

Life is sooo boring here... I can't find anything to do. And I think there'll be a storm soon :( *sigh* Oh well.

Yeah, that was short and idiotic. so not me. Oh well.

~Keiko

Bringing Back The Dead
I honestly, do not enjoy reading stories wherein a character dies and gets 'resurrected' or something. It's just impossible. Author's reason? Because she's a special character. My response? No duh, every character is important! If he/she's so important, don't kill her! Bringing back the dead is just plain wrong. And if the body's been in the coffin for weeks, gross. No offense to those who like this.

Too Many Grammar Mistakes
I am a grammar-perfectionist, so I don't like stories that have too much grammar mistakes. It's very hard to understand and you don't know if it really means this or that, leaving lots of questions in my messed-up brain. I know how hard it is to learn grammar and if you're really not good at it, get a beta-reader! There are lots of beta-readers out there that don't have anything to do. Including me. Don't give me the reason 'English isn't my mother language',  because it isn't mine either! I just work hard. And don't tell me that 'I'm just twelve/thirteen years old!' Well, I'm just twelve and I do not have many grammar mistakes.

Mary Sues
I admit I didn't know what a Mary Sue meant until earlier this year, but they are unacceptable!

Making OCs Main Characters
It's alright if it's just one or two, but when you put a lot of them in and make up histories about the AAO and stuff, I get confused. I use OCs too, but I don't make them a main character. I've read a few fanfics that have one or two OCs and they were good. They didn't have anything to do with the AAO (Anti Alice Organization) and they didn't steal the spotlight. Perfect. If you're a new writer, avoid using OCs and making them main characters, because, even if some enjoy it, most don't.